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So Amy called and apologized. I love the girl but fuck. She keeps fucking things up. She told me she loves me too much to hate me. Coco passed out today, so I didnt get to see him. Tomorrow Anton and I are going to southwest and um. I dont know what else. Hopefully Ill see Coco. I am staying at Roman's tomorrow night as well. And Sat I think were all going to the beach. Not sure. Anton said we might. Its his car ya know. Ill keep you updating. So Coco and Red watched Rent with us the other day. It was cute. I told him he could turn it off, but he knew it made me happy for him to watch it, so he did. I really want to go to the fair. How was it Brit? OMG I SAW EVERYONE ON WED!!! <3333 I miss you all. I Might go in today! ;] Sandy might say shit to me again. FUCK THAT HO!!! OK im tired.. but Amy wants me to stay up. FUCK IT.. good night!
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( it hurts )
And she cant even reply to me. She really doesnt want me in her life. But why does she need me? She has K, what more does she need? I fuck things up alot. I tell everyone I do. No one ever beleives me. Now look what has happened so. I guess this is goodbye to Amy again. It is the second time. And I cant keep giving her chances. These are all her choices to take me out of her life. And as for someone else. Well they say they care. I know its not the same. Im sorry I ruined things. I do that alot. Its just A diferent kind of pain.....
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[21 Jun 2005|09:15pm] |
OMG ORZZZ, I am at Geo's and he wants to update so yeah. I love you all. k
-tie me up,throw me down, fuck me hard, but tell me you LOVE me
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[21 Jun 2005|12:10am] |
1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. Put this in your journal
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[13 Jun 2005|07:48pm] |
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Hello loves, im at geo's. Were going to bird bowl. Just thought id update. cause yeah! bye <3
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[12 Jun 2005|11:12am] |
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I woke up at 10. Its now 11 and im dead tired again. Today we are supposed to get our pool. WOO! Geo invited me over, like always. But I dont feel up to it today. I havent felt like going anywhere for the past few days. But tommarrow I promised I would go. I talked to Oaky on the phone this morning. And fell alseep on the phone with Jon last night. Got a job offer on Palace today. But I am too young lol. Decided to go job hunting tomarrow I think, with Geo. We really need jobs. Roman came over last night. We went to walgreens and got icecream and cookies. ;] I miss Kat. Saw her the other day, but she only came by for a cigarette. Soon we wont see eachother at all. Its sad. We used to be so close. I miss CJ, she wont be back for awhile. I really think Geo and I should go visit her. She could use the friends. I need to go to the dr soon. These pains are killing me. I think I might need the surgery. ;[ Who will visit me when im in the hospital. Ill miss everyone. Well, I wil keep you posted, for those of you who read this bullshit. <3
-tie me up, throw me down, fuck me hard, but tell me you LOVE me
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[11 Jun 2005|04:07pm] |
Hello loves, How are you all doing? Me, I am great. Bored out of my mind. I finally finished filling out my Myspace. http://www.myspace.com/clutchpig . Take a look ;]. Well yeah, I decided to update, mainly because I havent in awhile. My life is going pretty good. Im going to Geo's later today, suprise suprise? We are going to sit around and play DDR. We were going to go job hunting, but plans changed. I need to go looking for a job. I might work at Winn Dixie, I hope I wont work at some fast food place. Icky. I really need to fix my journals. They look terrible. I was thinking of changing my name on here as well. If you want to be added to my new account. Comment on this entry, and I will add you. If not, oh well. Good day.
-tie me up, throw me down, fuck me hard, but tell me you LOVE me
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HEY I KNOW, I KNOW. I NEVER UPDATE, BUT I WAS ASKED FAVOR. Kill jAsper is having a show, they would love it for you all to come. They could use the support. Well here is the info:
June 9th
@ Super Wheels
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Tokyo Rose (Sidecho records)
Jenoah (Drive Thru records)
also performing
All My Heroes
Carter Beats The Devil
Kill jAsper
Pre Sales are 9 bux
10 bux @ the door
for contacts about pre sales call:
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Dick--- 786 226 6616
Malcom--- 786 200 2984
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Hello people. I am bored and I was told OMG UPDATE. so here I am. Im not with scott anymore. and yea I have had 2(?) bfs since him. Its now summer and im in summer school. I am tired of being so lame. Ok this sucks. Bye
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Hello my children. So today is Sunday.. a day that follows Saturday. Saturday.. the day we go to the mall. So it started off cool. We got there and Cj, Skippy, Cody, and Anth were buying jewlery. So we meet up with them (lauren and i) and we head towards tout sweet or whatever.. we stay there until Lauren, Corky, Anth , and I head to Hot topic. Anth and Corky get distracted and go into claires. Lauren and I cont to H.T. We see if Ross or Eric is in there.(which they werent) Then we head back to the friends in S.T. James is now added to the group. He and Corky got there a little before we left. Then we walk to wendys, I got a lemonade and others got food and such. Then we walk back and see Roman, as I run to Roman, Josh jumps on my back. I stop to hug josh as he lifts me in the air WEE. Ok enough now we walk to Virgin Megastore. Cj gets sick so i wait with her in the bathroom. HERPES ON YOUR HANDS! lol ok then we leave and walk around to H.T Josh wants to go shoping. Then we go to Game works I got alot of tickets all won for me. But I didnt get anything. ting for my bf to get here I play Pin Ball. As my phone vibrates I pick it up he is here. I run up stairs get my shoes put them on run down stairs and I am followed by a mob of friends I walk to him and hug him. Oh the warmth of his embrace ;] I love it. I introduce him and everyone takes him away. They start to talk with him. And i love it but feel like im being ignored. I love that my friends are trying to get to know him. I walk around by myself a bit then come back and say that im gonna watch a movie. Scott is oblivious to this, but I understand he is talking to CJ and Skippy.. of course you would pay attention to them. So we get ready to leave and depart from my friends. We say that if there are no good movies we will go with my friends. It is 8:00 now and Hellboy is starting.. So we buy tickets for Hellboy. We sit in the top row and hold hands through the whole movie. I love it so much and I never want to let go of his hand. I do wish we would of done more but he was into the movie. The movie ends and we walk to Wendys. Skippy, Roman, Brian, Angel, and Denise were there and somemore but dont ask me who. Scott and I sit down. We sit and talk then angel leaves and denise and skippy and brian. so its Lauren , Roman, Scott, and Me. I get a call from my sister. They are out front. I hug and kiss Scott. then hug Uriel and Henry and Roman. I kiss Scott again and never want to leave. I cant wait to see him again. But next time just me and him. Ok im on aim and im gonna see who is on GOOD DAY
- I fell in love with a boy
Mel
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[08 Apr 2004|05:04am] |
wt is your name?: Melanie Lynn Scull
Are you named after anyone?: My grandfather Milton
What's your screename?: Dweebaz0id25
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Milton
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:None mine is fine xD
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: They always think my name is Melissa cause my nick name is Mel >.<
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:NO SCULL is awesome
Basics
Your gender:: Female.
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Bisexual
Single?: I think im taken..? I hope ;/
If not, do you want to be?: With Scott? YES
Birthdate:: Jan 25, 1989
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: Depends i can be hyper and act like 10 or i can be mature and act like 30
Age you wish you were:: um 16 cause its a good age xD job, car ect
Your height:: 5'1"
Eye color:: Blue
Happy with it?: Yes.
Hair color:: Red
Happy with it?: Yes..I want to dye it just for experimental lol but I love my color
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: WITH YOUR MOM! lol um my family IN A SHACK! ok its a house
Your family:: Dad, Mom, Toni, Jen, Elmer, Pheobe , and MY BABY AKIOHOSHI!
Have any pets?: 3 dogs, Elmer, Pheobe, and AKIOHOSHI
Whats your job?: Dont have a job..too young.
Piercings?: gauged ears size 4
Tattoos?: Not yet..
Obsessions?: Canadian teenage soap operas. <.< DEGRASSI! and ftj
Addictions?: Chocolate and sex
Do you speak another language?: No just English or American LOL
Have a favorite quote?: -cant think of one now-
Do you have a webpage?: No. I used to
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:Yes maam
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: YES thier are quite a few annoying people I know but most of them ROCK MY SOCKS!
Do you have any secrets?: Yes.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: ITS CHICKEN SCRATCH
Do you have any bad habits?: tuning out, cracking my knuckles
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "Nice Boobs", "I love your hair", "You're funny"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: 'Teenage Dirtbag'-wheatus
What's your biggest fear?: roaches and people leaving me or dying
Can you sing?: NO
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No, only on sundays.. NO DUMBASS
Are you a loner?: No i have too many friends -starts a hit list- O.o
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Friends, Family, Myself
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: HELL YES.. and I do me just to say "I DID MYSELF" ohh another person..? um sure im cool I think
Are you a daredevil?: Yes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I sometimes hate myself, and the way I treat others
Are you passive or agressive?: Both.
Do you have a journal?: Yes.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-I speak for myself and I dont care what you think weakness-my friends because I'd do anything for them and that can turn around and bite me in the ass. -stole from lauren-
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I wouldn't trust so easily. <.< same as lauren
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Sometimes, other times i could be a somplete EMO
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I don't regret
Do you think life has been good so far?: To me yes.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont be so trustworthy
What do you like the most about your body?: My BOOBS.. no i hate them i like my i dont know i dont like me much why ask me?
And least?: All of it?
Do you think you are good looking?: NO!! (but im told i am?)
Are you confident?: YES VERY
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I DONT KNOW fiction thats not true write..? BARNEY?
Are you perceived wrongly?: At times.
Do You...
Smoke?: NOOO
Do drugs?: NOOOO
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: rarely
Go to church?: Noo..-jewish-
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yes,of course.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes i cuddle with them
Take walks in the rain?: Yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes >.<
Drive?: yes but not leagally i stole lauren in my van once
Like to drive fast?:YES
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: No but others seem to like it
Hurt yourself?: NO.
Been out of the country?: NO ;/
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Been in love?: Once..i hope to find it again i think i have found it..
Done drugs?: No
Gone skinny dipping?: YES!
Had a medical emergency?: Yes..i was sick as a child
Had surgery?: No
Ran away from home?: Yes
Played strip poker?: Yes
Gotten beaten up?: By my sister..
Beaten someone up?: My sister my ex best friend
Been picked on?: Yes
Been on stage?: Yes
Slept outdoors?: YES
Thought about suicide?: Contemplated,never gave it a serious thought.
Pulled an all nighter?: this is my scond all nighter i slept 3 hrs yesterday and thats all
If yes, what is your record?: 3 days..?
Gone one day without food?: yes.
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes i just did tonight well most of the night
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes, Joseph and Arian
Slept all day?: Yes
Killed someone?: No
Made out with a stranger?: i didnt know mitchell that well does that count?
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: Yes
Kissed the same sex?: Yes, im bisexual
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes -winks-
Been betrayed?: Yes
Had a dream that came true?: some what
Broken the law?: Yes
Met a famous person?: My aunt sang with Barry Manalow
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: NO
On purpose?: KILL THE COCKROACHES.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes.
Stolen anything?: Not really i dont think, unless free straws and sugar at johnny rockets count..? OH WAIT AND A J.R CUP!
Been on radio/tv?: i was on y100 once and zeta
Been in a mosh-pit?: at school when teh guys play around they would throw me in
Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes
Bungee jumped?: No,I wish.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes ;/
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Yes
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: Yes i fit with mine -sticks tounge out at lauren-
Magic?: Yes
God?: umma higher being not nescesarally god
Satan?: No
Santa?: No
Ghosts?: Yes
Luck?: Yes
Love at first sight?: No, thats just looks then
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes!
Witches?: Yes
Easter bunny?: No
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, if you love teh person enough
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Sometimes.
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No
Do you think God has a gender?: No.
Do you believe in organized religion?: No,it annoys me to no end,although I respect anyone who is a devout follower of an organized religion.The more power to you.
Where do you think we go when we die?: I'm kind of into reincarnation. same with lauren
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes,tons.
Who is your best friend?: I have 10 closest friends,and the best are my sister Lauren and Cj.But really,I dont like to put them in order.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: My sister Toni
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i dont know..
Your favourite inside joke?: NACHO CHEESE rofl
Thing you're picked on most about?: my hieght and boobs(but boobs is all in fun)
Who's your longest known friend?: MY SEX GOD (andrew)
Newest?: Scott
Shyest?: James,kinda.
Funniest?: Joseph..oh man..I piss my pants with him.
Sweetest?: Brian and James and Seige and Lauren
Closest?: 10 of them,dammit.
Weirdest?: All of them.
Smartest?: James,Skippy.Josh.AND LAUREN!
Ditziest?: Seige at times
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Kitty and Josie
Last person you talked to online?: Dustin
Who do you talk to most online?: Cody
Who are you on the phone with most?: Brian no doubt about that
Who do you trust most?: top 10
Who listens to your problems?: All of them.
Who do you fight most with?:Lately? Kitty ;/
Who's the nicest?: all of em.
Who's the most outgoing?: SKIPPY
Who's the best singer?: lauren and seige
Who's on your shit-list?: the annoying people in the morning
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:Yeh. all of them?
Who's your second family?: Lauren and seige and skippy and kitty and andrew
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: Skippy
Do you trust others easily?: Yes...
Who's house were you last at?: SKIPPYS
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: lauren ;/ and suprisingly andrews..
Do your friends know you?: Yes..
Friend that lives farthest away:: online friends and scott
Love and all that
Do you consider love a mistake?:No
What do you find romantic?:The little things.
ILL FINISH LATER
Turn-on?:
Turn-off?: obnoxious,overly immature people.drugs.cigarettes.illegal activity.hobos.Adam.
First kiss?: Last summer-Arian.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I would let them down gently.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:HEll yes.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: yes,though..just do it ladies.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: No.
What is best about the opposite sex?: That theres less drama with guys..they're laidback and cool to hang with.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they're so oblivious to things.
What's the last present someone gave you?:Um..I dont remember..my anniversary gift?
Are you in love?: Yes.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Hell yes.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: People don't haunt me.
You wanted to kill?: My brothers supposed 'friends'
That you laughed at?: Katherine
That laughed at you?: Katherine
That turned you on?: James.
You went shopping with?:Uh..shopping..I dont shop.
That broke your heart?: It hasn't happened.
To disappoint you?: Anthony.
To ask you out?: James.
To make you cry?: Anthony was close,but..um..actually..um..my dad..but he wasnt being mean..
To brighten up your day?: Everyone.
That you thought about?: Anthony cuz Im talking to him.
You saw a movie with?:My brother.
You talked to on the phone?: Brian..
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Anthony..
You saw?: James and Kathy and Brian.
You lost?: My great grandma.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No.
Will it be with your significant other?: I went out earlier.
Or some random person?: I got back from the mall,dammit.
What are you wearing right now?: Black skirt,black shirt.
Body part you're touching right now:: Nothing.
What are you worried about right now?: I dont like fighting with best friends.:-/,why my grandmother is being so mean.
What book are you reading?: Schindler's List.and the 5th harry potter..again.
What's on your mousepad?: purpleness.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Annoyed,Mad,Sad,Happy,...whatever.
Are you bored?: Kinda
Are you tired?: No.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Yes.James.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: neither.
Are you listening to music?: No.
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OK so an update is in need... Hi im mel "hello mel" im addicted to sex.. it all started when .. Oh this isnt a S.A meeting? ok sorry. Im now in southwest and the school year is almost over. So many of you wanted me to up date.. so BOOYAH BITCHES lol im hyper im running on no sleep and mango spice nail polish. i got a ftj account my name is Blistful_mel on it.. look me up, rate me if your a memeber. well i met this cool guy on ftj and we are meeting on sat to watch hell boy. i heard good reviews and bad ones. So i hope its good, what does it matter im seeing it with an extremly hot guy that is awesome. ok so this icon that is flashing is annoying me cause well its distracting ok im done for now. some one make me keep posting remind me lol im very forgetful URIEL IS RUBBING OFF ON ME rofl
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